MY BRAIN IS ON OVERLOAD

where the heck do I start....DO you ever start the day off with such excitement and then one thing ruins it?
Thats what happened today, I was so happy thinking "its Monday and its a great day" then my feelings got hurt and well things have backfired ever since!
Then I just got another donation for our team and Im not too excited, Im sure I will be later when I can get over my un happiness.
On a completely different note-
Do you ever think about an old friend that you miss? I do alot, I had a certain friend who I think about all the time. Things were great, I think we disagreed to some extent but talked on the phone all the time and just connected. Well we arent friends anymore..some things happened, I think I hurt her and well she really hurt my feelings- alot. Although I think about her and wonder how she is, the kids, whats new etc. I cant allow myself to make that next step and invite her back in. I just cant.
I see her once in awhile and cant even pretend to be nice, I sure try but I feel so upset. And after I see her I always wish that things didnt turn out the way they did. Its so easy to say "forgive and forget"but I just cant get myself to do it.
Ya know, she may not even feel the same way about me, or even care or wonder, But I do.
Anyway, off to check my email!
Ill be posting some pictures soon

GO TEAM

Okay so today is morning and Im so excited, I just got a donation! A donation for what you ask!! Well my friend Beth and I are taking on the challenge of walking 60 miles each for the 3 day breast cancer walk in September, we also have to raise 2300 bucks too!! It will be great. We are so excited and cant stop "living pink" right now!! ITs all we are talking about and thinkinig about!
Anyway, off to start off on a good foot this morning...
Thanks for supporting!

SHOUT OUT

This is a shout out to my dear friend Miss Rachel Ammerman, I know she doesnt have a blog nor will she ever read this, but today she took the time out of her busy busy schedule to listen to me vent. Yesterday was a pretty tough day and sometimes you just need to let it all out! Her heart was open, her ears were listening and her mouth just replied!
It felt good to get it off my chest for just a moment!
Thanks Rach

So I think today was one of the hardest days of my life.....to date!! Not quite but lets pretend! I had to chose between two preschools for Zoe, Bethel or Faith. She is going to Bethel this year and has a great teacher, but that same teacher will be teaching a different class next year and Im pretty much in the hopes that my friend Miss Amy P will be co-teaching Zoes class. I surely shouldnt put all my eggs in one basket expecting that Miss Amy P will be her teacher...but come on, someone has to have my best interest in mind RIGHT?
But Ive heard great things about Faith as well, but the down fall is it is in Pasco (not so convienent for me) and thats about all.
AAAAAAAAA, " Its only preschool" you say- I KNOW, but it seems like its the rest of her life. I mean, whats next, private school or reg. cheerleading or hockey, boys (NO BOYS!) marriage, babies etc. etc.
I know Im getting carried away.
I hope I made the right dec. I really do, or that 70 dollar non refundable registration fee was all for nothing!
okay, thats all!

spring

okay so I decided to update my blog as well!!
GO PINK....

YEAH!!!

Go team...here are some pics of "the first day of the rest of my life"...okay corney I know! Beth and I started our team walk today...5 miles GO US!!!
We are going to do the 60 miles 3 day breast cancer walk and will prove it to everyone! But we do need some help on a team name-
Here are some options: Pinkalicious
Notorious T.I.T
Got Pink


I think that is all weve come up with so far, so please vote and let me know what you think!

Oh how I want to organize, let me count the ways.....
the spice cupboard, the pantry, the closets (Ill pay!!)
I want to paint all the rooms and spice up my house
But really Id rather it be done by my spouse
Im tired all the time but itching to play
Oh this spring fever will never go away
Blue or brown walls- cant decide what to do
maybe brown walls with blue pillow or two
Im ready for a change and better get off my butt
Before I stay put in this drizzly and boring rutt!!!


Okay enough of my lame poetry, Im ready for spring can you all feel it in the air! Today Im going to take a walk with or without my partner...need to start getting prepared! I want to get organized also but feel like I need about 14 extra hands!

Anyway, here are some pictures of the girls when my dad was over....such cheezers!
enjoy