Monday, February 9, 2009

MY BRAIN IS ON OVERLOAD

where the heck do I start....DO you ever start the day off with such excitement and then one thing ruins it?
Thats what happened today, I was so happy thinking "its Monday and its a great day" then my feelings got hurt and well things have backfired ever since!
Then I just got another donation for our team and Im not too excited, Im sure I will be later when I can get over my un happiness.
On a completely different note-
Do you ever think about an old friend that you miss? I do alot, I had a certain friend who I think about all the time. Things were great, I think we disagreed to some extent but talked on the phone all the time and just connected. Well we arent friends anymore..some things happened, I think I hurt her and well she really hurt my feelings- alot. Although I think about her and wonder how she is, the kids, whats new etc. I cant allow myself to make that next step and invite her back in. I just cant.
I see her once in awhile and cant even pretend to be nice, I sure try but I feel so upset. And after I see her I always wish that things didnt turn out the way they did. Its so easy to say "forgive and forget"but I just cant get myself to do it.
Ya know, she may not even feel the same way about me, or even care or wonder, But I do.
Anyway, off to check my email!
Ill be posting some pictures soon
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gramma terri said...

Ok, yeah it was me, I ruined her day. Bad Mom

February 10, 2009 at 2:43 PM

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When it rains.....it pores:)

So here I am visiting the great town of wenatchee- great friends good family and two children! A two year old and a 6 week old. Never have I traveled this far ( 2 1/2 hours) by myself with them and the trip there- fantastic!! Well on the way home I was stopped by a road crew blowing up rocks- 20 minute delay- okay, so we wait the twenty minutes. We pass the flagger and of course it has been 2 hours since I fed the newborn so its time to eat she screams- we make it to the rest stop and POW its closed, so we pull over! Then in the middle of feeding my two year old yells POTTY MOMMY, POTTY MOMMY- great- I say. So I give her the option to go outside- NO WAY so I say " lets put on your sisters diaper and just this one time you can go in a diaper" NO WAY aaaaaaaaaaaa- what do I do...well, there is a fruit stand up the road! So we hop in the car, get to the fruit stand and I plead my case- YES they say, you can use the toilet!!!
okay, I think we are good to go...but of course we get behind three truckers!!!
So long story short our 2 1/2 hour trip ends up taking us almost four and we make it home to a loving husband and father and a batch of peanut butter cookies from the neighbor!
I guess there is always a rainbow at the end of a rainstorm- HUH?