Okay, I know its a bit early, but Ive really been thinking about this for awhile and thought I would buckle down and make it my resolution for this year.
Ive decided to be better about judging people. We all do it, to ourselves, our friends, our family neighbors, strangers and enemies (especially). Ive been doing it a lot lately. Only a few people know the way I feel about certain things, but some things eat away at me and I feel really stupid and bad for feeling this way. I want to stop being jealous of little things, like that coat my friend got that I wanted, or money situations, or trips or objects or etc. etc. Its amazing how we get to this point in our lives when all we do is judge and hate and whine and gossip.
I look at my two beautiful loving daughters who have no judgement, no hating, no gossiping, no evil. They could care less if their mom is fat, thin, tall, wears glasses or pink sweatpants every day, has bad breath or wears make up. They dont care, they love you any way shape or form.
I want that, I want to stop obsessing about objects and focus on how important people and feelings are. That is the key word "feelings". I love all my friends, for their smiles, their shoulders, their faults. Everyone is different, that makes them who they are.
I want to stop hating and start apprecciating and being happy for them, just like I want them to be happy for me when I get a great new sweater or my husband does something wonderful.
I think Im probably rambling, but basically I want to just be happy, and feel blessed that I am having a wonderful life right now, things are great and I hope my friends and family are great too. Im glad that friends and family can feel happy about certain things and I want to participate in that happiness.
Im going to stop judging and stop being jeoulous of stupid things, I want to just be HAPPY.